My heart is broken…

It is with a heavy heart that I come to my fans, friends and loved ones here on Facebook to let you all know…that my husband, lover and friend had been diagnosed with liver cancer, about a week ago. His treatment plan suggested that he is at a stage where they can offer some treatment but he doesn’t stand a chance of being cured.

This couldn’t come at a worse time in my life, indeed, in anyone’s life right now.. as we are all dealing with the effects of covid-19 worldwide. This pandemic has affected us all in one way or another, and we are all together for this ride.

My heart is breaking moment by moment! I can’t believe that my husband has to suffer this way. We have been together since 2013, and got married two year ago on valentines day. I’m still working my daytime job so that I can be able to save in the event that he’s not around anymore to take care of things. In the mean time, I worry that as he goes in for treatment, I can’t afford to get sick, because he will be immunocompromised due to treatment.

Last night, I had a strange and disturbing dream. In my suffering, I found a tree branch, made of oak, I held it like a wand in my hand and it glowed, and a voice said to me, “Nature has given us the greatest gift of all, the gift of WILL”

When I woke up, my parrot who fell asleep beside me, (his name is Emmit!) was at my side, and he rushed over to kiss me and nuzzle me, to let me know that everything would be all right! BY THE GODS AND DEMONS I HOPE SO

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