My heart is broken…
It is with a heavy heart that I come to my fans, friends and loved ones here on Facebook to let you all know…that my husband, lover and friend had been diagnosed with liver cancer, about a week ago. His treatment plan suggested that he is at a stage where they can offer some treatment but he doesn’t stand a chance of being cured.
This couldn’t come at a worse time in my life, indeed, in anyone’s life right now.. as we are all dealing with the effects of covid-19 worldwide. This pandemic has affected us all in one way or another, and we are all together for this ride.
My heart is breaking moment by moment! I can’t believe that my husband has to suffer this way. We have been together since 2013, and got married two year ago on valentines day. I’m still working my daytime job so that I can be able to save in the event that he’s not around anymore to take care of things. In the mean time, I worry that as he goes in for treatment, I can’t afford to get sick, because he will be immunocompromised due to treatment.
Last night, I had a strange and disturbing dream. In my suffering, I found a tree branch, made of oak, I held it like a wand in my hand and it glowed, and a voice said to me, “Nature has given us the greatest gift of all, the gift of WILL”
When I woke up, my parrot who fell asleep beside me, (his name is Emmit!) was at my side, and he rushed over to kiss me and nuzzle me, to let me know that everything would be all right! BY THE GODS AND DEMONS I HOPE SO
I’m so sorry this is happening to you & your love…you helped inspire me to take the step of pledging myself to Satan, and throwing fear and stupid Christist superstition aside.
Please accept my condolences.
We are saddened to hear about what is happening. You have inspired not only us but countless others. May our Father Satan be with and comfort and strengthen you .
Sending healing energy and love to you and your husband! I’m sorry for your situation. It’s really sad to see someone who has inspired me so much hurting.
Wishing you and all of your loved ones strength, health, and happiness!
Not sure if my comment got sent prior to my signing up to follow the blogpost. I’m so very sorry to hear this news and my heart is breaking for you and your husband. I’m focusing all of my energies on healing across all aspects of this disease—medical, social, psychological and economic.
You have long inspired me, a transgendered (MtF) woman who has been beaten, humiliated, abandoned, and discarded by all sorts of so-called christian and religious hypocrites who are frightened of my transsexual and pansexual journey.
By the power of the Gods and Goddesses and the power from within, may you feel peace and trust that you are surrounded by love.